Feel good factor

I live in Woolwhich, South East London, so there isn't much to do around here. We have a Heritage museum, and a library that has given me a few good reads, and there's a park (Maryon Park) 5 mins away from my flat, so it's not too bad. But sometimes it gets REALLY boring. There's the pier not too far either, but all these activities are very solitary (walks, reading, photography...).
Sometimes, you need company, and going "round ma mates house" all the time isn't always practical, partly because they all live far and paying £1.20 to go see someone ain't always worth it.
Tonight I feel it, that grey feeling of, well... loneliness I suppose.
It's embarassing to admit to feeling lonely, there is a stigma attached to it (geek, nerd etc...). But it shouldn't be.
It's not the fact that that there isn't REALLY somebody there (God knows I need my solitude, which always annoys lovers), it's just... I don't know, it's overwhelming sometimes.
And no, this isn't a pity party! Lol, don't feel bad or sad, I'm just expressing myself.
Well anyway, I'm going to go in the kitchen and make me some nice apple crumble, to indulge and feel good before going to bed :)
hihi!